I have an addictive personality. I also have a confession to make. 
I smoked yesterday again, quite a lot. I am kidding myself that I do not smoke because I do not take a whole cigarette, just a puff or two or three of Old Nick's ciggie, but yesterday was really bad because I kept on doing it. This is not the first time for me since the New Year. I am ashamed of myself, this has to stop I have broken a promise and I don't like breaking promises and I am setting a bad example to my daughter. I had given up for a long time but recently I have wanted needed to for a number of reasons I will not go into right now.
Anyway, this morning the cats woke me in the normal way by sticking their claws into my shoulders and chewing my elbows. Mr S gave them breakfast but then they came back to show me the moon and stars
The colour of the sky changed as the dawn was breaking
The birds were singing, the cats were singing a song that they wanted out to catch birdies. I wanted and needed a ciggie, but I didn't have one, and I did not let them out either, instead we watched the changing colours of the sky as it went from dark red/orange 
to a softer smokey colour 
The craving for a ciggie passed, but I still feel restless, I know why but there is NOTHING at all I can do about it AND I am not having a damn cigarette because luckily I don't have any and the shops are closed!
Happy Easter Sunday folks.
X
nan29
I don't smoke so I don't know how addictive it is.
But I am addictive to playing some games in my computer. For this I "am suffering" similar case with you. I talked to myself, "Okay, let's play only for one round. After this, I will work..." but in fact, more and more round, till I realize I had been playing for hours and abandon my work. 
After that, I said to myself "not enough time to do my work" as the main excuse for not doing my work properly. Annoying of me 